Tuesday, 23 December 2008
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If I were a boy…
I declare myself publicly, I’m a tomboy! As what the fatwa (a muslim association has nothing better to do) proclaimed us, tomboys - lesbianos! Caramba aye aye aye! Si, si, si, aye lesbiano!
My dad has always wanted the 3rd child to be a boy. Aih, the disappointment he got from the doctor. As a live-up-to-the-expectations daughter I am, I tried to be tough and resilient in front of my dad. I have always stifled my sobs and sniffs from him. I reign over the “macho” temper he has which I thought would toughen me up. I took up taek-kwon-do and earned myself a black belt, not to mention sneak myself into competitions. Yes, sneak myself into fights. That just sounded so cool, right? My dad didn’t want me to land up paralysed if I got myself into trouble in the ring. Lotsa paranoid imaginations runs through my dad’s mind all the time. His famous words:” you never know what will happen, xin…” I was always the risk taker in the family. The adventurous one. Not like my two elder siblings who seems to abide to their rules when they were young. That life ain’t for me. Rebellious is my middle name.
*Chuckle* Those were the times I rebelled like there’s no tomorrow. Countless fights I gotten myself into with the big ol’ dad. Now time has taken his will to nag already. He now learns how to teach me through my own experience with the world. For instance, the snatch theft incident. HOoo boi, did I ever learn! The smirk on his face – Itoldyouso face. The rebellious pride inside me started plummeting since then. Slowly I start to succumb to his advices and simmer down this teenager zest in me.
Gee, I didn’t know I could spill out so much for a post where I’m supposed to just write a short one.
Last Friday, me and my heng tais played at the cyber café for freaking 7 hours, until 4am in the morning! Wei Hsuen had to wait till the lrt opens so he hung out with me at home until 6am in the morning. The very next day I had a date with the girls to go Bangsar for some bazaar shopping! I was living an extravagant life, in my opinion of course. I know that is pretty much an understatement for some out there.
Then Saturday was a whole new experience for me. It was Elisa’s birthday, so she gathered her close friends to the nearby bistro sort of bar. It was pretty much my first time drinking alcohol at a large sum. I was treated with two tequila shots and one glass of apple Bacardi. I downed a few glasses (okay, I lie I only had one, it sounded cool with a few) of beers. My my, was I ever tipsy! Not drunk but a lil bit off the line. When I went home, I closed my eyes; I felt the whole room spinning. At that moment, I know I was not alright. It wasn’t a good feeling at all. How do these people like this feeling? The highness feeling flowing through our cerebral vessels.
But hey, you gotta give me credit, I downed two shots and I drove home safely! Teehee.
However, an itch I gotta let it out. I have this close friend who refused to come over this party due to his/her inconsiderate other half. It angers how hypocrite theotherhalf is. Apparently theotherhalf is going to an actual bar to celebrate new year’s eve. And theotherhalf has disallowed my close friend to attend Elisa’s party because it is wrong by the books of religion. Pathetic isn’t it? How can one love someone by controlling every inch of movement his/her going to make? You scoundrel out there, I do not pray for your peace and happiness at all. It pains me to see my close friend anguish in theotherhalf presence.
Some recommendations for you guys out there. It’s a must to check out the game called left for dead. It’s an awesome powersome co-op game. I’m pretty much hooked to this game and its really draining my wallet to play it. But, heck it’s worth it! Try it, you won’t regret at all!
I so dig Transformers right now. Megatron is so cool. Yes, the bad guys are in for me yo! Optimus prime? Pfft… A lorry, where’s the glamour?
Quote: No sacrifice, no victory. *deng deng deng*
Try watching transformers again, it will give you the jitters to drive out to the nearest toys r’us and buy the complete collection and relive the moments in the movie.
……..*Autobots, roll out!* VRooooomm……..
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