Monday, 23 May 2011

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    I’ve finally found the courage to write this down.

     

    I miss you so much that it hurts so much to think about you.

    I miss you so much that it hurts to stand over your grave knowing I won’t be able to hear your voice ever again.

    I miss you so much that it hurts to dream of you and waking up knowing you weren’t there.

    =/ I miss you mum. 

     

Saturday, 03 October 2009




  • Morning Ma!

    Hey ma, the neighbour that Mrs. Chan used to stay has a wedding ceremony going on. Just bring memories back on kor kor’s wedding doesn’t it? You were looking very beautiful with the nice blouses we together chose in Jusco. I remember one dark red and a lime green one. I packed it together when you left me so that you would reminiscence with it anytime. You were so happy on that day. I hope you are having that same exact smile up in heaven.

    Mummy? Life in Seremban isn’t a bed a roses at all. I thought I will be alright since I knew how to study in the first two years in Bukit Jalil but somehow things got complicated once again. Right now, I’m pretty much lost. Baby steps once again huh? Yea mum,  I can do this. For you, I will...

    I can’t seem to stop crying right now. It really pains me to write on. So I shall keep this letter to Heaven brief. I’m sorry mum. Your departure really impacted me deeply. Never have I been this emotional. You are my mother, the person who hugs me for every exam. I guess this year going to be different. I will write to you more on my Seremban days Ma. I love you.

    Sigh...





Friday, 02 October 2009

Sunday, 27 September 2009

  • Hey mum,

    Brian just left to Heaththrow, London. It’s getting pretty lonely now. Wished you were still here to comfort me for his temporary absence. =/ Where are you mum?

Friday, 25 September 2009

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